so yes. life is sweet at the moment. it's been 2 months of bliss, and i know i couldnt be more sickening right now. but it's about bloody time i got something to be happy about! Clair and i have moved in together into a 2 bedroom unit in Paddington. we're loving it here. we have turned into an old married couple, and even have an adopted daughter named Kristan!! haha she's a newbie that started working with us, who is also a gaymo and we saw needed lots of guidance toward the right path. anyway, we're very comfortable right now and i dont think there was anything that could kick us off the comfy couch of life.

so anywayyy, we just got back from a short holiday in mackay, after a week or so of our families here in brisbane. which means yes, both families have met and spent some time together. that was interesting. it's weird how people put on their social selves when they're in the company of others. i see their real selves and it makes me so annoyed because they're just covering up the ugliness. people dont hear what other people say when they're not around. the car ride conversations and after dinner conversations just make my blood boil. but enough about that. clair and i hardly spent time apart since she got back from Japan, just her having to work milkos is such a big issue! we've also been talking about going overseas for a holiday together.. maybe even bring her to see the motherland. i'll just have to make sure i'm allowed to leave australia. i'll have to find a real job now. that sucks. cos it's scares me to shit. no more being a student and having a few responsibilities. life is going to be different and scary real quick for me.

she takes a breath at 10:04 p.m.